Airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, Wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, Wish right now

Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partying
The smashing and crashing
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time when you fade to the blackness
When you're staring at that phone in your lap
And hopin' but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand
Soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel in the sand
What would you wish for if you had one chance?
So airplanes airplanes
Sorry I'm late
I'm on my way
So don't close that gate
If I don't make that
Then I switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it
By the end of the night


Yeah
Yeah
Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job
Before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when i was trying to get a tip at Subway
Back when I was rapping for the hell of it
But now days we rapping to stay relevant
I'm guessing that if we can make some wishes out of airplanes
Then maybe oh maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mixtape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for decater
What's up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this shit
So here I stand
And then again i say
I'm hoping we can make some wishes out of airplanes

p/s=simple song yet meaningful, adore d lyrics! -BoB feat hayley williams-

ini adlah realiti, bkan fantasi

a day b4 yesterday::::

tamat la sudah secara rasminya sesi intersesi!slamat kembali ke alam realiti nadirah! sila berhadapan dgn pelbagai perkara yg tidak dijangkakan akn berlaku selame 2 mggu cuti nih...

lpas abes exam, mama amek, bwk atok opah skali..bsok kne pergi selesaikn ssuatu so atok opah kne ade...dat nite, berlaku lgi la perbalhan mulut dlm slot cerekarama tv3 10.30 mlm..atok sy mmg lgi minat tgk cte tuh...sy klaw bole x nk tgk tp mmg tpakse, n slot tuh plak di 'xtend' kn smpai pkul 11.30...lame kn? opah plak da bsing2 saket kepale dy tgk drama tuh...tp nk bwat cmne drama tuh je yg available skrg walaupon da d astro...aishh...sgt kuciwa gk hati ini....*mcm lgu ella*

yesterday::::

sy x join skali g jmpe org yg akn selesaikn masalah tuh...mls la plak baek sy tdo..yg pergi atok opah mama papa mun pnot acap bamin paklong n maklong...rmai kn?sy pown x taw nape rmai2 sgt nk g sane?sdgkn masalah tuh x d la libatkn rmai org...naseb baek x g...at d time sy x g ikt dyorg, sy kmas2 la umah smbil2 tgk smbungan drama smalam, ttbe d kt tv3, pg2 plak tuh...yg sy heran nye d la dlm 1 scene, mak bapak dy x ske da ddk umah dy sbb x dketahui..myb sbb dyorg da ddk stay lame kt kl(sblom ni stay kt umah ank agi sorg)..n bru2 je smpai umah anak dy, mak bapak dy da suro anak dy anta dy balik umah dy kt jhr...tpakse la anak dy anta..nk bwat cmne....pas2 ble da smpai umah mak bapak dyorg, d la bebrape mulut adek beradek dy..yg kdg2 sy rse, dyorg x pyh nk masok cmpur urusan dy pown x pe..klaw masok cmpur lgi menyulitkn keadaan....pastu ttbe cte dy da abes...pas2 tym mlm sket sy call org...gayut2 pas2 dpt 1 cte, d la org2 menceritekn bhw sy ni susa utk mndgr pndpt org...hurm..nk wat cmne kn? org da ckp cm2, terime je la..akn nk melenting plak...dah tuh perangai sy dpan mate dyorg..kn?

today::

bgn2 cm bese kemas umah dlu *bgn lmbt hohoho, agk t.hari gk la*..smbil2 merungut..aish

p/s=smpai ble keadaan nk jdi cmni..pnat..pnat emosi jiwa raga fizikal

wah!

arini g tgk cte Lagenda Budak Setan 4 d 2nd tym! hoho! tp kali ni dgn 'kwn'..hehehe...still cte tuh best n i almost cried, again!aish..hahahaha...walaupown ad beberape suare sumbg dlm wayang tuh yg mengomen je byk...rse nk je bdiri tgh2 show tuh n suro dyorg shut up coz its really2 annoy me..aish...oh, my 'kwn' tuh pown ckp cte LGB tuh best, x phm la nape org2 ckp cte tuh x best...hurmm

btw, ari ni gk menyedarkn aku sumthing, sumthing yg x bole nk di xplain tp bole dirasai...i'll try to like him even more,n i really2 into dat thing, tanpa paksaan.. hee..thanx to ppl who encourage me, encourage him, not to gve up on dis..thanx to 'kwn' coz mke my arm feeling much2 more btter..
^_^

p/s = i keep replaying bon jovi's song 'thank you for loving me'! *perlu ke?* haha ^_^

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smua ni adlah mainan dunia semata2...mereka smua hipokrit...mreka smua mahu mengelakkn dr tidak disukai oleh org rmai dgn tidak bertimbg rasa ngan org laen..ok bye

mood yg x tentu arah

thre's a fren said dat 'kau ni cpt sgt berubah mood, bukan pemarah,marah n mood berubah adlah bnde yg berbeza'..well u really2 knw me..dat i sooo me...d certain org kte sy ni pemarah..kdg2 ckp 'pdas' gle klaw tym marah...kdg2 kte2 pdas tuh dtg tym mood aku adlah annoying...n perasaan annoying tuh slalu dtg dlm diri aku..n kdg2 ble aku x bole tahan, aku ckp je la ape yg aku rse bnde tuh annoying..n its nt ayat marah..also mmg tertera kt dpan mke sy yg mengatakan 'nadirah tgh annoying ngan kau'..huuuu kdg2 aku senirik x bole kawal perubahan mood aku...kdg2 aku pkir apekah penyebab utama mood aku cpt berubah2? then my fren ask me to only think abt a +ve thing...juz being hepi while u r not..im try..n now with U..U is sum1 yg sgt rapat ngan sy skrg...kdg2 bnde skecikl2nye yg dy bwat bole mmbwatkn mood sy berubah, dr asek nk ckp kpd diam..n U sdar perubahan tuh..akan la sy nk ckp kt dy 'nad diam sbb nad trsa U x bwat pe yg nad ckp tdi, skrg tgk, ape da jdi?klaw U bwat ape yg nad ckp tdi, msti nad x d ubah mood'..bunyik dy mcm aku ni selfish la plak kn...dats y ble dy tanye 'nape nad?'..n sy ckp 'x d pape'..n i remain silent..its btter dat way kn?or patot sy ckp gk kt dy ape yg bwat sy berubah mood?hurm..crius, kdg2 bnd kesalahan kcik such as tckp kasar, sy suro amek belon yg blum dtiup tp dy ttp amek belon yg da ditiup-kne curik ngan org dlm wayang' bunyik mcm small matter je kn? dis is really bothering me wuuu

2am n i cant sleep

oh i cant sleep!! cn sumbody sing me a lullaby song so i can sleep peacefuly juz lyk a baby? y all these things have to mess up in my head at dis moment?plz fade away, fade from my brain so u will nt keep replaying in there....aishh..im in dilemma...im in d mixture of all sort of feeling...*sigh* if i've been given an opportunity to do anything i lyk, i would like to kick evry1 who had messed up in my life w/out they realize i had kicked them off..can i??haahahahahaha..(im nt dat mean ok)..hurm..i miss my past life, whre i would nt b worried abt money, nt b worried abt how i want to release my tensi, nt be worried abt who i want 2 hang out with..its realy kewl u knw..living in lyf by nt worrying anything..now, i hv to consider evry inch of my life so it would mke my life more simpler, easier to handle with since dis path DO bcome more complicated...

ada apa dengan blog

hey...sbb kau blog, rmai org ters ngan aku..actually wat is d purpose of owning a blog?salah ke klaw kte nk luahkn perasaan kt blog senirik?nih kte punye kn, so kte bole tulis watever we want,rite? bt even kte tulis ape yg kte rse pown, still d org ters ble bce blog ni(agi2 ble bab ktuk mengutuk), padahal trg2an x tulis nme lansung abt who deserve my bitches word kt blog sy ni kn?aish..manusie, mmg la ske perasan, pas2 emo x tentu pasal,including me gk kay, bnde yg kcik bole jdi bsar disbbkn blog gk...aish...minta maaf kt sape2 yg ters..

btw, bru lpas 'blogger boy' marathon..hehehe da season ke-2 da, bsok pgi nk smbung balik nk abeskn teros! heeee....

blogger boy is abt a story of a man having a kewl blog(blog dy gmba2 katun, nice!), n he state dat 'blog ni je la tmpat aku luahkn perasaan'--bkan ayat sbnar, heh,, dlm blog dy pown x gne kn nme sbnar, still org yg bce blog dy pown(including org yg dy mention dlm blog) x d pown perasan yg dat man tulis abt them(myb sbb dy x btaw dy la blogger boy kt kwn2 dy kowt..hurm)..d funny part is, all reader anggap blog dy tuh blog gay okay, siap mng blog gay plg best kt Malaysia! hahahahhaha..

ok enuf abt blogger boy,actually, tym tgh tgk cte blogger boy tuh, dy d gk sentuh psl isu2 yg agk menyentuh perasaan, almost cry okay..wat a world w/out a mom?cn sumbody tell me, wat is d definition of 'mak' coz im a bit lost wit my mom lately..hurmm

abt u,to those who i called u 'b*t**', i do try to fix our problem, mke it btter, by writing on a letter n i tot u read it, bt now i knw, u juz threw it away, w/out even to consider to read it..who mke it worse now?n u mke dis thing more complicated,bkan kau sorg je yg serabut kt dunie ni..ble aku taw ko x bce surat tuh, lpas ni aku x kn bg xplaination abt evrything n anything,bcoz ape yg aku nk xplain sme aku da tulis kt surat tuh,aku sgt kecewa ble taw ko bwang cmtuh je..u really2 dunno me...

now...i try to b strong,bt sumtym, tpkir,im trying to solve my problem bt seems can't find a way,n i put it on a side so then i cn pay attention to more important things in my life, does dat mean, i lari dr masalah?hurmm....

'pengalaman mengajar kte menjdi lbih matang', so solving a problem is part of pengalaman rite?heeee...daa