Monday, September 28, 2009

exhausted aka penat!

raya is over 4 me!assgmnt+ report blmbak x disiapkn lagi..test berderet2 x study agi...aish...act, i try to cheer myself back...2day, we decided we will nt 2 cntct each other again...n i think dat is d best way, yelah dy da d gf, so if sy x d pown x pe kn?agipown they r suitable 4 each other..me? we r juz lyk langit dan bumi, 2 totally diffrnt ppl, 2 diffrnt lyfstyle n 2 diff minded...he?he had a wonderful gf(i assume, based on pic) n they luv each other so much(i assume too) smpai dy saggup pegi jb nk jumpa gf dy tuh, n siap jumpa parent dy...haish...n sy pnah tanye dy, wats d diff btween me n his gf, n he said a lot of of diff, bt dun want to compare,,,ah mls nk igt agi,,bia la cmni agi bagoz,,hopefully dy da x cntct...n im nt too..bnde nih menyebbkn sy berase sgt2 pnat arini,,btmbah2 dgn multisim yg x jdi2 agi, ari ni klas pack n ngantok gle skrg! i juz hope i cn b more strong now...n im trying..n trying..n trying...

Sunday, September 13, 2009

step by step..

lesson of d day :::

a) my driving lesson ::::msk kali ni da 2 kali aku bwk kete kt highway dr s.alam ke bangi n ari ni dr bangi ke s.alam...ari ni mcm scary sket sbb kt federal cm byk kete...my papa thought me a few lesson dat i must keep in my mind n one of it, "if nk slamat, bwk kete gne lane tgh, pas2 nk centre kn kete x nk bg dy nmpk mcm huyung-hayang, tgk hujung kete kt lmpu belah kanan tuh msti kne ngan line kanan tuh, kete ni(my papa nye kete aka camry) da la sensitif sket if pusing sket je stereng msti terbelok gk.tgk kete dpan tuh, centre je kn..da lame2 nnti nadira ok la tuh."..n d lgi..."kt selekoh tuh bnti kn kete yer sng nk belok, x d mkn lane org..sswaikn diri ngan kelajuan yg sswai..jgn tlmpau laju n jgn tlmpau perlahan.." naseb baek d papa..he's calm...tdi hampir2  tlggr gk kowt...aish..i need more lesson!

b)precaution 2ward others:::: he appear juz 4 a few days! cm tah pape la plak kn..x pe..saba je la..jgn la pecaye sgt kt pe org ckp...pecaye myb dlm 60% je ke kn2?? aish..

Sunday, September 6, 2009

abt them..

yesterday, bkak pose ngan 1 of my fren.....dy dtg dr jaoh tuh...dr banting, klang semate2 nk bkak pose bersame2 sy...da la naek moto..terima kasih yer 'pakcik'...act kteorg da lame x jumpe, since dr keje kt SIC arituh..bkak pose dkat2 ngan umah sy je..hihihi...k, recently, d kwn lame sy cntct sy blik...kwn keje tym mcd...mcm agk terharu gk la...sbb kteorg pna gado awl thn ni...i tot he would never cntct me back, sbb sy da byk saketkn ati dy...(dunno y i do dat, tho i hv a crush on him)..huuu..afte kteorg gado awl thn ni, slalu gk la usha2 pg ms dy...he's got a gf..still, he said to me recently, dy x nk kteorg lost cntct, coz knal ngan care baek, so hope ending pown care baek..hurmmmm i respect him bcoz even dy nieh tlmpau bersosial, still dy taw cmne nk jage ati org laen...n dy sgt2 x kesa if gf dy sexy ke x, jht ke x...he said it doesnt matter bcoz yg penting hati..n dy kte agi,mn taw la kn if dat gurl baek bole uba dy jadi baek..dats y dy x kesa..kn bagoz if rmai laki berpikiran mcm ni...sy ters sebak skjap ngan statement dy yg dy x kesah abt gf dy..(bcoz d 1 guy ckp i juz tooooo nice for him, so x sswai..bodo x?)huuuu slalunye, from wat i c, all his gf cm same type jerh:sexy tahap gaban, sosial gila mampos..n im totaly opposite wit all his previous gf...at 1st cm doubt gk yg dy pna admit dy ske sy, then i do silly things toward him, samekn dy ngan my ex yg poyo tuh(bak kte dy) , n he said he realy hurts at d moment when i said he juz as same as my ex...so tuh la yg mnybbkn pergaduhan kteorg awl thn ni...haish, i think im cold hearted kowt at dat tym...last2, he said he's afraid dat he will ruin my future...haish..i realy lyk him act...since sy masok matrix(lpas benti keje mcd) kteorg flirt sekali-sekale then mesti gado, then msti x cntct da smpai la d 1 ms yg dy akn cntct blik...bnde nieh berulng2 smpai la skrg..i hope skrg kteorg x kn jdi cm dlu, i mean gado sbb bnde bodo, still cntct till 4ever as fren...many things happen btween us tym keje kt mcd mmbwatkn sy susa nk lpekn dy..i will 4get abt him if he do sumthing dat i totaly hate..he said to me, plz 4get abt d past bcoz my past always keep playing in my mind..he cn mke me melt u knwt(huk3)..teringin nk tgk dy being a dj at his workplace..realy mish him..ble la kte bole jumpe kn arol?huuu

Thursday, September 3, 2009

to u..yes u!

to my klasmate who i just bitching abt...sori kay...purpose sy tulis previous post juz nk btaw awk rmai x ske dgn care awk cmni...n ble sy bce blog awk yg awk x puas ati kt certain org tuh, sy mmg x bitaw kt kwn2 sy sbb sy x nk bnde ni jdi worst...sy pown x taw dr mn dyorg taw..dgr kate dr bdak laki klas kte..itu menunjukkan almost 1 klas kowt bce blog awk.. i knw x d sape yg perfect n myb being outspoken tuh la perangai awk yg sebenar..im realy proud of u sbb dpt jdi diri senirik kt dpan mate smorg...bt sumtym kte kne la pndai gk control our natural behaviour..sy taw awk mmg seorg yg sgt outspoken yg hebat...no 1 doubt abt it..bt d certain things baek kte juz ckp straight to d point kt org yg kte x puas ati...if awk takowt awk nanges, itu menunjukkan awk perempuan kn? kte same2 perempuan, 4 me it doesnt matter at all..bole ckp elok2 kn?try discuss..i.allah la org tuh bole berubah...im not perfect too bt im speak thru wat i see..it hurts ble smorg x ske kte n sy pna rse bnde tuh..sgt2 saket...then now, i learn from it..d certain org bole terima kte berperangai begitu...d certain org x bole terima..thanx sbb bce post sy gk...n sy x d niat nk bwatkn awk jaoh dr kteorg...kteorg 1 klas lgsong x kesa..bt plz...if u hv anything yg x bole terima psl kteorg 1 klas, do tell us kay?so u wont feel as d outsider..n x best la terase2 cmni kn?evry1 had their own problem bt dat dosnt mean we hv to tell d whole world kn? ^_^ sori again if my previous post menyaketkn hati awk..im juz an ordinary human who lyk to learn from wat i c evryday...n try to improve myself whenever i need to... ^_^

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

nescafe 2-in-1..hehehehe

1st thing 1st, i want to bitch abt a few ppl who i think deserve these bitches word..hehehehe even though cm x d kene mengena ngan diri sy sgt, tp if korg terbce bnde nieh n korg rse mcm sy mem'bitch' korg, plz DO tell me kay.. =p..mle2 psl d sorg mamat nieh..sy pna tulis psl dy on my previous post. recently, sy dpt taw rpe2nye his current gf is his fren ex-gf! OMG ok! loser gle...da 2 kali dy amek ex-gf kwn2 dy....n dgr cte, kwn dy tuh mmg da x bckp ngan dy da...loser gile kn mamat tuh?nmpk sgt dy x reti nk kwn agi rapat ngan gurl...hahahahahahahahahahaha (gila jht gelak)..skrg ni cte ke-2 plak, recently gk sy g jumpe kwn laki sy yg da lame gle x jumpe n pna rapat 1 mase dlu kt bangi gk la..dy bwk gf dy..n sy x berape ske la gf dy..not frenly at all...i dunno la if kwn sy tuh pnah cte pape yg 'x best' psl sy kt gf dy mmbwatkn dy lyn sy cmtuh...then dy cm nk menunjuk2 dat kwn sy tuh adlah bf terchenta dy...so what??mcm la sy nk rmpas bf dy...rse cm org bodo pown d gk g jumpe dyorg tym tuh..isk..mken menyampah lak tgk gmba dy kt 1 pusat interaksi internet nieh...isk..k d last cte, ade la sorg minah ni kn, dy bru je masok klas kteorg dis sem....pas2 ske2 dy je nk kutuk2 kwn2 sy kt blog dy...x d sape yg perfect n x salah kn if minah ni ckp straight to d point kt kwn2 sy ape yg dy x puas ati ngan dyorg...dr tulis kt blog, org bole assume sape yg dy kutuk2, pas2 rmai lak yg bce, kn da memalukan org laen..laen la klaw blog minah tuh x d rmai sgt org bce...mcm tah pape la kn?cbe dy ltakkn diri dy kt tmpat kwn2 sy..ape perasaan dy ble dy dpt taw d org buruk2kn dy kt rmai org?ni la salah 1 cth org yg x pnah pikir perasaan org laen utk mmbwat sesuatu...islam suro kte menjage hubungan sesame manusie...tp minah ni mcm x reti je nk jge hubungan sesame manusie...alamatnye, susa la nnti org nk berkomunikasi ngan dy mmndgkn org da taw dy cmne..taw la pndai, tp jgn la tlmpau menggunakan ke'pandai'an anda...aish...k la tuh je la bitching nye...

now, abt my own self..x taw la nape kn, rse cm maken lame maken rs cm x d perasaan lgsong..rse cm mls nk bckp,mls nk bcmpur ngan org,mls nk jge ati org sgt, n mls nk amek taw sgt pe yg org pkir...rse cm patung pown d gk...prefer diam dr bwat pape..lately ni gk, sy telah melyn 'pakcik' ngan mcm x d perasaan..ble rse cm nk lyn, bru mssg...if x, mls nk reply mssg dy...cm terok x bunyik dy??? huuu sorii 'pakcik'..cm x rse pape pown...hurm....x ske la situation cmni senarnye.nnti kn, ble da lame2 n rse cm nk bckp ngan org laen rse awkward lak..aish...