.::keserabutan + ke'best'an::.

hye there! d holidays nearly come to an end...n abt agi 2 mggu klas strt (sob2)...n my head r very serabut! huuu ye la jadual klas x susun agi...n x bole susun..it its bcoz byk tym table bertindih antare subjek..huuu x taw nk susun cmne...kind of worried gk sbb krg if mcm berat sgt takowt x ley bwk in d future..n if tersalah drop kos takowt dy d effect kt sem2 dpan n lgi kritikal effectnye tuh! huu if bole nk avoid segala kekusutan yg akan mlnda in d future! (ceyh2)..hahah..tp mmg bnde nie la masalah bsar skrg...kne la tanye Pn Bibi cmne tym da strt sem nnti..mmg rse cm down n nk nanges gle coz disbbkn d fail subjek, jadual cm bngong je...hopefuly i will not bcome a 'bengong' person sumday!hak2...in d mean tym, my weekend has been d busiest weekend ever tym cuti sem nieh..hehehe..sy keje kt SIC (Sepang International Cct) as waitress under Pan Pacific hotel...org pan pac pnjam bdak2 uitm so apply la keje kt c2 disbbkn sy sgt gilakan racing car yg lawa2,so dis is d only chance 4 me to see it in live for free! hak2...(x mmpu nk beli tiket coz mahal gle ok!) ah 4got to mention, d event is GT Japan n sy jage kt company Aston Martin kt Paddock 1 (d org kate kete2 aston martin diminati oleh james bond!)..huk2..kind of excited at 1st tgk kete2 lawa blumbe2 dpan mate!punye la hope at least dpt la pgg kete tu ke,rpe2nye hanyelah sekadar harapan shj hehehehe..bt at d last minit, dpt gk tgkp gmba ngan racing car!tggl 1 kete je yg x simpan agi pe agi grab a pic la! hehehehe..btw its a nice xperience..dpt knal rmai kwn bru..pas2 dpt rse cmne perasaaan confront ngan org2 international mcm org2 mat salleh, sri lanka, japanese,rusian etc..n of coz d gk malay n chinese...n d models n d drivers! (sounds kewl kn??) =p..n dgr kate gaji kteorg x best sgt (dpt lmbat,sket) tp x pe la at least 1 of my wishes had came true!n sgt2 gumbira! dpt jln2 kt pit,tgk org tuka tyr tym race..ah n d safety car pown nt bad gk!nismo, volkswagen etc..gle kewl ok!hahaha..dis xperience is 1 of my unforgettable moment in my entire lyf!here r some pic yg smpt dtgkp.. peace yo! ^_^

            afte 1st day keje

 1st day : jln2 kt pit n dis is d safety car ok!

 2nd day:half of my new members (jan nmpk half je huu)

2nd day: tym nk blik da at last bru dpt!

  

    1st day: afte da abes race,jln2 kt pit

    

n me! 1st tym pkai bju hotel hak3

uP n DoWn..hee

its funny when d karma hit us...i really nt sure whether d 'karma' thing really exist...d concept of karma 4 me is lyk a wheel of lyf...sumtym we r on d top,sumtym we at down..same goes to me...it is not im at d top neither at down at dis moment...im in d middle kowt..huu im at d top when im njoying myself with my frens and family and recently all my sisters and me went to  Genting(again!) to chill..bt im not really njoyed it bcoz i dun want to...rse cm x sdap ati...dun knw y..then d nex day after we back home, (11/6), my exams results comes up...huuu i really feel down at d tym when im checking my result...im struggle to fix back my pointer...alhamdullillah have an improvement bt still, hv fail in electronic subject! i've been thinking how's my lyf will b 4 d bcoming semester???can i catch it all up??? i bet i will b bz then ever in my entire lyf! duh...can i cope wit it?? n i think im d only failure in d class 4 dis subject....urgh...feel lyk want to cry bt dat tears dun want to fall down...my parent dun hv any reaction when dey heard i had failed 1 subject...i need their support bt, they sounds lyk really dissapointed wit me...wat else cn i do??? i try my best does they knw??? i try to fill my tym by studying the subject that i think i cnnot catch it up during classes..bt they dun knw abt it..they even say nothing! it make me feel more DOWN!i feel lyk im d stupidest among all of my klasmate...im glad i hv a fren lyk nadia n qin...they gave d supprt whenever i need it...really thanx to them...i don't knw to whom  i cn spread my regretness except them..huuuu luv u two muahx2...today i've been attended into driving class...d instructor said my driving today r bad compared wit d 1st tym im drive...huuu im juz an ordinary gurl who r try to fix back her lyf better than yesterday!huuu im too emotional ryt??hahaha.....daaaa

awkwardness!!

smalam (5/6) g kuar ngan kwn2 lame..kwn skola...huu kind of awkward gk la sbb da lame gle x jumpe dyorg...n x taw sgt pe bnde yg ckp...n im bcome so blur! x taw la nape lately ni jdi cmni...bak kate qin 'nape nad ttbe x ley fit in??' huuuu tah myb ddk umah abt a month by not contct sape2 pown (either mssg or call or on9)..if d pown mcm skjap2 je...huuu gle mcm dull ok! huuuu lame2 ok la kowt...here sum pic...windu nk ckp byk2 n glak2 gle2ngan dyorg tp smalam mcm x bole! huuu bt it was fun!

 

hepi tree frens..

                                                          

                                         mkn bsar kt kenny ngan amni n nadia(kazen nana)

n on 3 n 4 june, i've been attended a driving class! 1st tym drive kt c2 ngan cekgu tuh, dy kate 'wah da pndai drive! x ya pening2 nk aja la cmni' hehehe...i was lyk..wah a compliment! hehehehe 1st day dy da suro bwk g kt jln raya...agk cuak la mle2 bt lame2 it was ok...i jus cant cntrol stering n switch gear perfectly je...huuu then dy aja kt bukit..kind of advnturous!hak2...2nday day, blaja bwat parking n 3pointer...pas2 bwat bukit agi...bwat tige2 ni smpai lbam sorg2 huuu...sbb dy kate myb i cant ccntrate ble dy ade hehehe..agk la...n dat cekgu kte sy bwk kete mcm agk ganas...kat selekoh pown bwk laju huuuu...