noktah

it hurts a lot, ble sme nie nk berakhir?kdg2 x bole tahan, bole bwatkn aku saket kepale sprt skrg..bole bwat mood aku hilg utk wat ape2 je sprt skrg.....bole bwat aku rse asek nk nanges sprt skrg....bole bwat aku rse down gle2 sprt skrg....wat else can i do?buntu..

cerita utk hari ini, bkan esok

slalu jdi cmni:tkan IE,bkak yahoo, search blogspot, then log in...ble nk tulis new entry, ttbe blank..aish...dy same ade ad byk sgt bnde nk tulis atau pown x d bnd nk tulis lgsung tp tgn gatal nk taip sumthing..hehehe..tp ni mmg nk taip...

tdi kua ngan nadia..sppsdly tman dy praktis bowling utk SAF i.e sukan antara fakulti...mle2 g kat PAS i.e plaza alam sentral, tp penoh...then g shoot kt ole-ole plak..still pnoh..aish ape la ramai2 org maen bowling mlm2 kames nih, x senonoh! =p... then alang2 da smpai ole-ole nk la gk g maen kt arcade, tp kteorg x jmpe tmpat nk beli token..kteorg g karok!!! hahahaha...karok lagu bpr spider ngan radja...hahaha aku mmg da lame nk karok lgu bpr, smpai karok 2 lagu bpr kowt tdi..hehehehe...

then g lpak kt dataran merdeka kt s.alam..oh lpe nk btaw, kbetulan at d same tym mmg tgh menghadapi penyakit emosi..wuuuu

to you: bru nad phm nape awk x pna pjuk nad in certain tym klaw nad bwat mke.klaw mcm tuh, awk akn pjuk nad ble nad bwat mke sbb awk bwat salah kt nad?klaw nad bwat mke sbb nad tgh dlm keadaan sedih pasal bnd laen, awk pown akn bwat bodo, n tarik mke gk?mmg slame ni cmtuh kn?nad slalu pjuk awk, salah ke klaw awk pjuk nad skali skale by using a proper word?x kesah la klaw sbb awk atau sbb sesape pown, salah ke klaw awk pjuk sy gne ayat yg sswai so sy akn chill sket, n mn taw nad akn btaw lpas tuh?nad x pnah tpikir lak sbb dy adlah bkan salah awk..awk taw nad fragile, n too sensitif agi2 ngan mcm2 problem yg nad tgh hadapi skrg..i need ur attention, susah nk bg?hurm..sori again klaw byk saketkn ati awk, tp sy da pnat asek gadoh,

ok back to d stori..kt dataran, byk kteorg(aku n nadia) bkak cte..lame gk lpak kt c2..thanx nadia sbb cool me down..dgr je ape2 yg aku nk cte....i REALLY2 appreciate it!really!

balik2 umah, dpt taw 1 cte dr org, kte 'nad, dy akn stay agi seminggu kt cni'..its like, Ya Allah! kte seminggu je??? tlg la consider yg kteorg ni penyewa umah, student plak tuh..bkan nye umah ni umah ber'family'..lpas tuh x d sape nk entertain dy kowt..urgh...

harapan:smoga aku dpt mncari jwpan kt smua masalah aku skrg..aminn ^_^

jasonnnn

checking my fb wall, tbe2 tjmpe link blog jason mraz nadia bg! omg! nape aku bru sdar skrg sdgkn nadia da bg link tuh da berabad lame!!! ape agi aku pown jdi la follower blog jason mraz...kewl! wrote abt mother earth mostly..n he is free thinker, i like...heeee oh jason, ble ko nk stay lame n bwat konsert kt msia?? cpt la dtg............im crazy wit ur songs ok! skrg nih pown tgh dgr ur album special edition! aimi bg sbb x dpt tman g ur konsert la! dsbbkn dy bz tym u bwat konsert, dy blikn ur special album n gave to me as ur pengganti! wuuuuu

p/s = im a lil bit obsses wit jason mraz's song...so skrg nih tgh mood jason mraz....heee luv u jason.. =D

magic!

da lame x nanges terok mcm smalam..i felt horrible, i felt lyk i dun belong to nowhere..its  nt a negative thought, it juz a feeling appear out from nowhere..ters sgt saket kt dlm..sgt2 n i dunno wats mke me want to cry..x d kate2 yg bole menergkn perasaan ketika itu, mmg kdg2 mcm org x berape normal..kn? n ia bertmbah2 saket ble kte tgk org yg pernah saketkn ati kte rapat ngan org yg rapat ngan kte gk...

n dy btmbah saket ble 'dy' seems cant find a right way to comfort me n he tot he do enuf, bt for me its nt enuf..i juz want his attention, his right word to mke me feel better..an xtraordinary word dat can build my strenght to get a better n real life for me to move on.

yes, my life getting more difficult..more than i expected..sumtym i can b strong, bt when sum1 ruin my srength, i cn easily turn into a weak person, n i hate being dat person..

mmg la org ckp klaw kte dlm ape2 jua keadaan, jgn lupa kpd Tuhan yg maha esa yakni Allah,mmg sesungguhnye Allah je yg phm ape yg kte lalui, ape yg kte rasai, kerna kte adalah hamba Dia, Dia yg menciptakan kte, n haruslah kte kerna slalu mengadu kpd Dia, tp x semestinye perasaan itu akn hilang utk selame2nye...kte harus berusaha utk mencari jln bgaimana nk hilgkn perasaan tuh..kn? dlm ketike kte tgh berusaha, tidak dijangka pelbagai dugaan laen yg dtg yg kdg2 bole mmbwatkn kte mnjadi lgi lemah....kte kdg2 perlukn juga org2 di sekeliling utk menaikkn smgt kte utk jgn give up..a magical word..bt mmg susa kn kte bole dgr magical word dr org2 sekeliling kte yg bole menaekkn smgt kte ble kte tgh down? hurm..

fahamilah, x semestinye kte akn down disbbkn 1 bnde dlm 1 mse..boleh jdi byk bnde dlm 1 mse dan perasaan ini adalah sgt sgt sgt menyakitkn..bersyukurlah jika korg bukan dlm situasi mcm ni..bwat mse skrg, mmg sy akn jdi sensitif, even bnde tuh kcik,coz im fragile, really..n at last only me cn create my own magical word utk teruskn hidup..

jika korg ad kwn2 yg tgh menghadapi masalah sprt keluarga berpecah belah/bercerai, x d smgt utk teros blaja sbb result sgt2 terok walaupown beruasaha kuat, dipulaukan oleh rakan2 yg laen dan laen2 lgi jenis masalah, jgn la tgglkn dyorg..dyorg memerlukan attention sepenuhnye dr korg..korg je yg bole tlg dyorg..cbe bygkn klaw dyorg bwat keje2 bodo n merosakkn diri sendiri, korg x menyesal ke klaw di kendian hari, disbb korg x tlg dyorg tym dyorg tgh menghadapi keadaan yg sukar, dyorg jdi sperti bkan org yg kte pernah kenali?

p/s:sori lately post sy mmg sedih2 belake sbb my mood tgh sedih.. =)

hai awk!

hello thre, as usual klaw d pape yg tgh merunsingkn diri, sy mesti tulis kt blog nih...hurm..im facing a tough situation recently n kdg2 bole bwatkn sy bepkir secare tidak rasional seketika..antarenye

a)3rd langugage-jepun- x bole dfta agi...mmg nk sgt2 blaja bhs jpun...even da jmpe en.fadzli minx dy bsarkn klas sket, da d org dfta agi awl..kuang asam punye org..

b)mmndgkn sy repeat cct 3, bru dpt taw sape yg aja klas repeat siang tuh..ape agi nk tuka mlm la lpas ni...x nk repeat agi..wuuu

c)sedikit perbalahan ant sy dan dy

d)perbalahan lgi

e)perbalahan lagi

f)bajet tidak berape mncukupi utk bwat bnd2 yg spttunye

g)x dpt ....

h)result short sem terok, mcm aku ni x berape 'bijak' sgt je...kdg2 ad rse nk gve up gk, pas2 teros kawen =p

uish...byk gk kn perbalahan..hurm..mmg perbalahan tuh, klaw nk baek tggu mse je... hurm....ape2 pown thanx 4 d support to all my fren..esp qin ngan nadia! wuuuuuuuu klaw korg x d aku rse aku x taw la mn arah tuju aku .. pnat kdg2 menghadapi situasi2 yg mmberatkn kepale nih k la daaaa

p/s:menyentuh kalbu x post ni? =p