Sunday, October 18, 2009

gimik je..jgn tertipu!hahahaha

oh blog, aku slalu tulis tym aku rse cm nk je kn???hehehe sian ko..hurm..aku juz nk btaw yg dr hari jumaat arituh smpai la ari ni rse mcm byk gle mkn! mkn sehari mau dkat rm 30 kowt..(criusly sgt byk!) n i think sbb nk period da kowt..sppsd dy dtg da tp x dtg2 agi...hurm..dgn ke'tensi'nan yg melanda..aish...im afraid nnti teros2 cmni abes la gmok..aiya...hehehehe..skrg ni byk bnd yg tgh bmaen dlm kepale....nape la org ske pndg rendah kt org laen?????n nape la dy igt dy la bole jdi ketue sme??ko igt ko tuh sape?? dh la hipokrit nk mati..dpan laki bwat mke baek..aish...nape la org cmni wujud??bwat saket ati je..klaw ko slalu bwat cmni nnti mmg ko akn kne ngan aku..n aku takowt gk aku tlpas..tgh try control nieh...org laen igt aku ikt je ckp ko gk n x berani nk wat pape???korg mmg totaly salah..aku x nk lpas sbb aku pkir org sekeliling dy je..n da la aku slalu nmpk ko...ksian kwn ko yg agi sorg..tpakse menahan perasaan je ble ko bwat mcm2 kt dy...aiyo, klaw aku jdi kwn ko tuh, mmg da lame aku bg tampar2 je kt mke ko..hurm..ko nieh mmberatkn kepale aku je..ngan test agi...mcm bagoz!

p/s= post nieh x d kne mengena sama ada yg hidup ataupown yg tlh meninggal dunie..ia dipetik dr sebuah cerpen..skian terimas! ^_^

Monday, October 5, 2009

Praying..Hoping..

going out wit fren sumtym can mke us feel better after having a hard situation...when im out wit yana n nadia, im escaping from my real lyf 4 a while.. glak2 mcm org x pna glak sethn(ye lah da lame x glak2 cm2 ngan kwn2, last pown if im not mistaken during f4 n f5)...now im facing a hard situation..which i had to b strong so i wont pass a wrong path..alhamdulillah, stakat nieh ok lagi la...hurm..ngan report yg byk yg perlu diselesaikan secept mungkin(mini projek x msuk dlm pspice agi n kne hnta nex week!terok kn?)aish..every week d test...cpt la abes sem 3 nieh...berat kepale...ngan klas pack gle..ngan my other problem..im pity wit my kaklong..she want to continue her studies, n today is a 2nd day she's at nilai college..n she facing a financial problem..she dun hv any idea to pay a fee..(at 1st my dad said he will help, now, refering to my family condition, she's reluctant to continue her study..)..she's trying to find a loan or a scholar such as ptptn n mara..hopefully she get it..n i pray she can continue her study without any obstacle..n fully hope dat our financial problem done as soon as possible..n im thank to Allah to gve me an opportunity to further my study easily..(currently im ptptn holders, n using it wisely so im nt facing a shortage)..huu.. ah, n arol, we decide, we will nt contacting each other again, mayb till 4ever...pray he always fine... n for d readers, plz pray for me too, dat i can get thru any kind of obstacle...Ya Allah, kuatkan la semangat ku untuk menghadapi hari-hari mu yg seterusnya...Amin..