me n my luvly fren,farah hani ad plan nk wat 2 big projek ble dy blik dr indon nnti!
1)jln2 crik mkn === pas2 kteorg nk post kt blog...recommen kt org..skrg ni kteorg try nk kumpul duet utk melaksanakan projek itu..heeeee.......
2) jogging! ========== utk bwat dy balance so nnti berat kteorg x d la btmbah kn, kteorg hv to jog!
well, thanx farah for cheer me up...x saba2 ngan plan itu! heeeee
thanx fren..muah2!
today is his bday..n as usual im nt forgetting to wish him..its d most difficult thing to do for me since he had changed his number..bt its okay,i juz tot 4 wishing only...then in d evening,he reply my message,asking who is dis..at 1st im juz saying its nobody..i dunno wat im thinking abt, d truth is out, by telling him who is me actually...then from thre he strt asking many question..a qusetion dat we may think he still single n hoping im still missing him..i knw d fact dat he's already got a gf..afte i told him y i still missing him, he ask again
"is dat all y u still missing me?"
i dun knw wat to asnwer else bcoz im clueless...then im replying
"u nk dgr pe dr i senarnye?"
he replied "nad, i da d gf.."
cm tah pape..huu then i said "i already knew it n i juz want to hear it from u..n pe yg i answer sme tdi mmg dun meant anything to u kn?thanx 4 forcing me to tell d truth"
we stop there..
it's my fault too,coz strt messagging him..n im hurt..its realy my fault..bcoz im strt it 1st..kn sng if he juz ckp awl2 dy da d gf..rite??i think, he laugh at me bcoz of my stupidity..myb i dsrve it..huuummmmmmmm
then, a few hours later, he call me,dgn alasan sng nk xplain..hurm...in d fone he alwayz keep pushing me to answer whether im still luv him or hate him...i said 'nape nk taw?if u taw pown bkan bole ubah pape pown kn?"..then dy asek pakse2 smpai mcm nk mrh..i said "yes i still do luv u..so? " then he said "nad, u dserve a btter person, i jht nad..u still hoping ke nad?" "4 d tym being, i do still, bt u kn da d gf, so wat pe i nk hoping agi..u ngan lyf u, i ngan lyf i..so kte da mve on ngan lyf masing2, x pe la..lame2 nnti i ok la..."..then dy asek ckp yg dy syg ngan gf...so??hahah...kamu igt sy akn try begging u to leave her?no way okay..she's a gurl, either am i..so i taw la cmne perasaan ble d org ke-3..(sbb pna kne kowt huu)..then dy asek ckp bnde yg sy x ske..dy taw sy x ske bt he still, urgh..rse cm nk sepak je kn...pas2 ble sy kte sy x ske, dy kte nape nk crius sgt nieh?bodo ke ape kn?pas2 sy kte la sy x ske org mke fun wit bnde yg mmg sy da x ske..urgh..pas2 dy ckp psl kawen la...come on la man! tuh sme ktntuan Allah kowt..care dy ckp tuh mcm la dy nk mnx sy tggu dy kn? bole bla je la..ah, n 1 more thing, dy d ckp jgn bitaw sesape pe yg kami ckp tym tuh...huuu so wat,lyk i do care rite?he thinks im juz tooo gud 4 him..bnci nye!!!! then dy teros ckp bnde yg sy x ske, i hang up teroz..sy sgt terse dgn sme kte2 dy...guyz sme nye same je kn skrg...guys sng nk crik gurl yg dyorg ske bt gurl, susa nk cruk guys yg bole understand dyorg..haish..
p/s:oppss, i da ter-post kt blog la pe yg kte dscuss mlm tdi..so da rmai org taw,cmne nieh??hehehe (he will nt read my post..he doesnt even knw dat i hv a blog!hahaha)
its been 2 weeks since 3rd sem...huuu permulaan yg x berape keseronokkan....huuuuu..it seems lyk i cnt suite very well wit dis new environment...n i cant really idntify wat its main causes..huuu..2day yana my housemate hv been asking y im soo not in d mood lately..n being so quiet..i try to fit wit them bt d more i had tried, d moodless i bcame..wat else cn i do to get back my mood..its not my housemate,it juz me..hurm..then, dis 2 weeks, d cct 1 repeaters try to rearrange their time table bcoz d current time table got clashed wit so many subject for most of us..so d environment bcome more stress than ever! i've got 2 classes on night..ini menmbahkan lgi kesusahan kerna sy pergi klas sorg2 menuggu bas yg tidak berape effisyen..n balik pown sorg..wuuu...tensi kn?tp x pe,utk mu uitm sy sggup bwat ape shj!hahaha
